This year...been more than a lil bit twisted...but still held some gorgeousness. Self doubt & Negative thoughts have really nagged at me professionally this year. And I’m still walking around with a broken heart from all the continuous injustice...this pandemic & just life in general. It’s been a rough ass year & it’s only a July....lol.
I felt like I lost myself this year for a minute. I felt broken & unsure of things I’ve always wanted...My energy was off my vibes were dope and positive or held the power they once did. Soooo...I had to sit down and remind myself why I was pushing myself so hard, what my goals were and who I was doing all this shit for...& the clarity was startling but in a good way(if that makes sense).
That reminder gave me the strength I needed to keep goin...keep on pushin’....& I’m so grateful for that moment of clarity because it was just what I needed to get back my shine...my glow & my radiant light because ...I never thought I’d be where I am in life today...I’m still a work in progress... I’ve still got mountains to climb & stars to reach &...but I’m a best selling author with book #43 almost complete & book #44 & 45 already started... I started a perfume & lingerie line(I’m CEO of my own shit) like wow wtf...I did that shit...& I’ve got several other books & so much more naughty things lined up and on the way for this year & the next!
Listen...this journey is so personal...& so urgent for me! I can see the vision clearly now...I’m just putting in the work now...double time! So if you rooting & cheering for me ! Thank you so much! If you hatin’ & prayin’ I fail...Thank you too! Y’all gonna have to learn the hard why that whatever’s meant for me is gone happen regardless! Stay tuned...cause I’m just too close to my mountain top to give up now! ✌🏾